dh lama tk masuk entry yg baru....masa dilahirkan, ibu bapaku memberi namaku sebagai Ai....yg membawa maksud sayang=love in English....mungkin sbb tu la walaupun ada yg menyakiti hatiku...tetapku dpt melayan mereka dgn baik, w/pn ketika ku mengetahui mereka mengambil kesempatan atas ku....:(....kerana yang ku khuatiri ialah memutuskan silaturrahim.
Whatever it is, i will try my very best to do what Allah wants me to do as a muslim, eventhough sometimes i failed, yet i will always try not to.
The time when i had an experience with a person whom i considered very knowledgeable where the law of Allah is concerned; eventually broke my trust, yet i told myself that is excusable, 'cos everyone is human. Nevertheless, it was not an excuse to break a person's heart & forgot what was learnt through the pass years and to me the Quran memorisation was just a something done for the sake of pure memorization & not for practice in life.....i've seen the truth behind this practice....it could just be something like "everyone is doing it, so i'll do it as well" but sad to say it's not done for the sake of Allah.....so the result was the uncontrollable actions done upon others, and of course the actions hurt the other party. Even times when actions done were turned around as the fault of the other party....sometimes this kind of people not only break people's heart, they also shake the faith of others.
